same here, thing is tearing me apart! fucked feelings, tooth pain and headaches, explosive combination to take your sleep away. more cigarettes to disguise it.

Ate some McDonalds and now I have the bubble-guts. I should have known better than to trust that nasty/cheap fast food for nourishment.

I used to live in Paris with a friend. But he move on with his gf. So yesturday, for my birthday, i have to clear off and to move to my parents'flat in suburbs... at 1h30 from Paris (where i work).

pumped some slag last night whilst very very drunk.

She left 3 love bites on my neck, it's a fucking mess. My work is going to flip, think I might actually have to use my mums concealor

Fair play to you my son! Nothing wrong with slags.. they're misunderstood!!

Haha quality Fifer! Fuck it man, its a sign of a good time, a badge of honour if you will

Yep, my point exactly! Where it with pride

yea I'm sure my boss won't have the same opinion! Haha. I'll not see her until tuesday so hopefully they die down by then!

Smething jipped about my keyboard! Keeps missing letters when I type! So excuse me if I keep making errors, it's especially bad when typing in passwords etc!

Must be running out of battery or some shit.

A friend of mine died this week.

Only 21 years old.

Cancer is a bitch...

I hope Boez found his peace.

Sorry to hear that mate. Condolences to all.

This slightly annoyed me yesterday:



I got swiped by an artic lorry at 5mph.

This is what's left of the front wing:



It's a write off.

I'm thinking of splitting from my girlfriend of almost 2 years and I don't know what to do... she's great when i'm with her but when i'm not with her she doesnt contact me much, i'm the one who has to initiate most of the conversations, like as we live quite far away, when we dont see eachother it's always me about 95% of the time that sparks up a conversation like by text, email or phoning her, i feel like if i didnt do it, i wouldnt ever hear from her. And as I don't go up to see her for reasons I don't wanna say, the only time i see her is when she comes down here, which I have to pay for. Its only for a weekend and as she's busy a few weekends and i am, i hardly see her now. It just doesnt seem worth it. I love the time we're together, but as it's only for a few days a month I don't know if I want to carry on with it. I'm sure anyone who reads this will go pah, two years is nothin, but it's long for me, my previous longest relationship was 6 weeks, so its a big step up for me to be commited to someone that long. I just don't know what to do... hmmmm.

Rant over

Also, I have an appointment for an MRI scan on monday to see if I have a brain tumour. Dreading 3 days time

Nevermind the girlfriend, MRI scan?

I tell you what man, them things are scary as fuck. I had one back in 2005 for the same reason. They didnt find a tumour, but I have been diagnosed witha form of epilepsy (don't fit, just get weird daydreams and confusion).

With regards to the girl, now is the best time to do it.. was with my ex for 5 years. Wanted to leave after 2 but I carried on. Then we bought a house together, and now it's turning into a right mess with her wanting money from the house which I haven't got and which selling the house wouldn't solve thanks to the economy.. anyway, ranting, but yeah hopefully you get my point.

Hope all is well with the MRI dude. Fingers crossed for ya

Thanks for your thoughts

dude, i get really paranoid bout that shit, you are very brave going to get it checked out, im such a pussy when it comes to seeing doctors, i just get paranoid about things and let it eat away at me

and bout your girlfriend, girls are strange creatures, hot and cold, and certain things just set them off, and you have no control over it. i had a girl who i gave the most mind blowing orgasm one night, and she was really happy, we were in love, the next day, and next, and a week later she decided we should take a break. how the fuck does that work? i gave her a break.. changed my number and didnt speak to her again. i dont play along with womens games