- My supervisor arghhhh... I did all that had to be done, I did nothing wrong and she was bitching to me for no reason at all. Well I am way too cool to let some fat bosnian woman with mustache and no education shout at me. NO FUCKING way. So I quit

- My dad got hit by a car and he's in the hospital, and so is one of my best friends cuz she has some serious problems with her kidneys

Today is a fucked up day .

Sorry to hear that Chavah. Hope all's gonna be allright

Hope your dad & friend are alright Chavah.

Well I this is more a 'scared the shit out me' kinda deal. I was driving on the highway when my car turned off!!! I freaked the fucked out bc the power steering went out along with all the electronics, all I could do was brake and turn the wheel fucking hard to maintain my lane. Had one of those moments when it feels like your heart drops into your stomach. Finally stopped and popped the hood, my battery cable had come loose.

wow that's fucked up Chavah - sorry to hear that.

what car are you driving Manny? It happened to me once, while I was driving my Jeep Commander. Scared me exactly same way, I pulled on a shoulder and turned off my key. After a while i turned key back on and all this little lights on my dash board started flashing and computer was freaking out. I made it home somehow, and next day service guy told me that I have to leave my suv in there for 24 hrs cuz this is the computer fault and they have to restart everything.

Luckily they are both OK, father only has his arm broken & friend got som antibiotics, and she'll be ok too

I just came back from the city center & again there was nothing going on, no people, no life ... the usual. I really hate this city. I hate it. I hate it. I really do. So much.

hope all ends well Chavah... take care.

Watched a bunch of TED talks before bed. Bad idea.

Had a dream I was at this factory and was in a chair connected to a machine. Some lady hooked up battery cables and said she had to drain the "dark newtonians" or dark electricity out of the machine. Just as she turned on she machine I reached up to reconnect the positive battery cable that had become loose and I felt myself being electrocuted and dying. I remember everything turning white and blue and then to TV static that was white and blue. It also felt like my body was being lifted out of the chair I was seated in. I felt like lightning. And like the woman on one of the talks said when she was had a stroke, it felt like being separated from my body but my brain was saying "You are dying and in unimaginable pain but we're not receiving the pain from your nerves, I'm shutting down" and then I woke up.

ffffuuuuccccckkkk

"Numb is the new deep, done with the old me, and talk is the same cheap it's been."

What a nice quote.
I'm so fucking depressed today it makes me wanna cut my wrists

i got my period

mkay so prodge gig is day after tomorow and im so worried i dont know what to wear its very important day for me, even more important than wedding or sth
should i wear that black Victoria Secret v.sexy tank top, or plain white tank top, pls somebody help me out damn

don't wear anything nice because it's going to be reathed in sweat and possibly stretched or torn.

I always look like a mink when I go to a prodigy gig

I was wearing leopard print bikini with pink edges last time and it worked for keith I think he has a fetish on bikinis lol ... don't know about maxim's taste in clothing though, but bikini is really cool cus you don't get all sweaty & smelly (unless someone is rubbing their armpit against you ) ...

Pics ? for comparisson purposes only of course.



Perv

if only my friend.....

Christ imagine a prodigy gig with a nudity dress code.

That would be fucking sick

im annoyed today because this isnt true!! just imagine!!