basically i started out photog two years ago.
pendulum boys gave me a shot.
since then i'm totally in.
i mean i wanna do photog as i living.
so far i worked for few artists - mostly in U.K. - but right now i'm nowhere... i mean i'm totally unknown here in Belgium, even if some promoters may be interested by my work for an exhib this summer.
right now i show my works to my mates, thru the net, to artists i'm workin with/for... but i never tried out to send my pics to some mags here in Belgium or U.K. i'm kind of shy and never satisfied with my work.
that's why i do not have a portfolio. i just have a flickr cuz i do not have 20 cool pics to make a proper website. but it's coming. so far i'll say that i've got 3 cool pics to show.
but yeah i mean. i'm makin money with photog. but if i do 20 shoots. maybe 2 of them will be commercial. i shoot a lot right now. i try to do a lot of photogs. so far today i did a fashion one with a guy, it looks really cool and i'm really excited to drop the pics. and i just came back from a gig where i did some pictures for. but the lights were awful, even with a 5DmarkII and a couple of really cool lenses i'm pretty sure i won't have A LOT of 'COOL ONES', i mean 'showables'...
photog is really hard.
i'm really young. 20. but started out at 18.
i did some commercial stuffs.
i did some photog for Goldie, Pendulum and all
but... it's in stand by since few months now. I need to level up.
a lot.
and i need 2500€ to get some flashes and battery pack.
and i'm totally broke, i spent all my left money in a canon eos 5DMARKII and a way/wayback ticket to London two weeks ago. I'm really broke, i do not know how i'm gonna eat or get some cigs tomorrow, u see?
i need to level up.
i need to grown.
but i'm expecting few things for this summer...
i rather not say what or blablabla until it's done.
ok, i said about the exhib. but they want me.
and the thing is, it's my call. yes or no.
etc
etc
etc
i'm sh*t.
i'm doing shit most of the time
it's awful
u said Erwin Olaf
he's like one of the biggest right now.
really talented.
really really talented.
i've read a couple of interviews of him in some mags.
but seriously.
he's way too more talented than me.
and he's got way too more budget and all than me.
got tons of assists, retouchers, studio, money etc.
i've got a pretty cool camera, two flashes left - some of them died when i was shooting Bad Company two weeks ago - but thats it.
i'm sooo fked up : ))))))))
but im gonna make it
dunno how
but ima gonna work 'til i'm in.
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