I'm thinking of splitting from my girlfriend of almost 2 years and I don't know what to do... she's great when i'm with her but when i'm not with her she doesnt contact me much, i'm the one who has to initiate most of the conversations, like as we live quite far away, when we dont see eachother it's always me about 95% of the time that sparks up a conversation like by text, email or phoning her, i feel like if i didnt do it, i wouldnt ever hear from her. And as I don't go up to see her for reasons I don't wanna say, the only time i see her is when she comes down here, which I have to pay for. Its only for a weekend and as she's busy a few weekends and i am, i hardly see her now. It just doesnt seem worth it. I love the time we're together, but as it's only for a few days a month I don't know if I want to carry on with it. I'm sure anyone who reads this will go pah, two years is nothin, but it's long for me, my previous longest relationship was 6 weeks, so its a big step up for me to be commited to someone that long. I just don't know what to do... hmmmm.

Rant over

Also, I have an appointment for an MRI scan on monday to see if I have a brain tumour. Dreading 3 days time

I just don't know what to do... hmmmm.

Rant over

Also, I have an appointment for an MRI scan on monday to see if I have a brain tumour. Dreading 3 days time

just loged in after a long time, there is so much stuff n topics, its so fucking confusing

oh really? good for you lol

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