sorry, but thats life. we wont last forever

the black rapper prodigy bastard cunt fucking dickhead fucking toilet brush dick........ruined my whole night......

ah sorry to bring more death into the topic but i just lost a freind of mine.

he died on saturday and his body was just found today....

Shit mate that's fucking horrible. Condolences to both you and his family.
Same for Erika, losing a pet is one of the worst things that can happen, sometimes they feel closer than your family. I've lost 3 dogs over the years, the first was 16, the 2nd 12, the last 14. I'd known all of them since they were pups, and it's like losing your best friend.

Hope you both get through it OK.

well i aint herd from his family yet so im not sure.

he died from mixing his dieabieties medication with drugs, i donno what kind,

i'm trying not let it bring me down to much but its hard considering we grew up in high school together, but we all who remain must live on

im so sorry to hear about your friend Coggles

thank you guys for all kind words, it means alot to me.. i just cant describe how important its to me that somebody can understand me, thank u guys..

i dnt think i will get through this period, u see all my life i have illness, i have depression, and i take antidepressants all my life, if i dnt take medicine i have a panic fear and sensibility, after my grandfather died doctors couldnt help me and my psychologist told to try animals theraphy (its for ppl with physical or emotional trauma that has happened in their life), because animals can heal people, so my Maxim was my theraphy for all these years.. 4 hours after his birth i saw him, he was so small and blind.. and now when i lost him i feel the same like 12 years ago when i had these worst panic n fears strokes, my mom want to take me to the hospital to doctors, i need to start treatment again, because i cant to pull myself together and i cnt stop blaming myself that i didnt saved him
i hate to have illness like this i dnt wish that to nobody.. and im sorry for writing all this here, im sure nobody cares it, i just had to write this

i'm sorry coggs.

a very close mate of mine who was diabetic died a couple of years ago. he knew he wasn't going to make it and so did as much as he could before he died. we used to do gigs together. i'd mix tunes and he'd do chatting. another mate did rapping and singing with us.

papa c. you'll never be forgotten mate. RIP

sad stories everybody I'm sorry

Coggz, sorry to hear about your friend. Hope his and family and yourself are doing as best as possible.



I'm sure some of us BK'ers care No need to apologize. You couldn't help what happened. You definitely shouldn't blame yourself for your cats death or for your illness. If you're ready, I'd say stop by an animal shelter and get a new friend.

thinking the same as Manny

yeah manny's right, everyone on here aint just little internet nerds waiting to pwn the next person who has a bit of bad news.


we all got lives here and its great to know that at least you can get support from us here at bk, even though we live thosands of miles away you can still let your heart out and we'll feel it over here.

anyone who gives respect erika, gets it back, and you've been here for many of us, you've made us happy and we've tried our best to make you happy too


honestly this aint just a prodigy fansite forum, this forum covers everything for people, even if u wanna just spill your feelings all over there will be people here to help, im not saying were profesionals and all that but were your freinds erika and thats what freinds do, we try to cheer each other up and bring ourselfs together, thats why this forum is so strong.

i feel for your illnesses aswell, my mom and brother are going through it aswell, i've nearly lost mom 2 times, and i honestly think its not gonna be long before my brother kicks out.

but its not about whats happened to me, that can't really make you feel better, its whats happening now that counts erika, and i know this sounds pretty pathetic and all but i'd just give u a big hug, that can do alot you know and i'd hug anyone, jugo, mightypoo etc i don't really care all the regulars here on at bk are some of my real good freinds and i know its sad but its true, i don't see the problem in having to let it all out, its the best thing for you in my opinion, just try raise that lil head of yours out from the ground and look at the brightside of life and this sounds pretty sad too but this is how i thought when i lost my cat or anyone really, if my cat could talk, he'd tell me not to get down about and he'd thank me for the great life i gave him, all the little toys and tuna, and milk and a nice back garden to roam free in and be like a lion, and i bet your cat would aswell, your cat loved you for what u done for it, and you know you loved your cat so much that you could have never hurt your cat, thats why it isn't your fault that your cat died, and you should take caring for a cat some experience.

once again like manny said, you should wait till the time is right and go to the kitty land and get another kitty, its not so that you replace your cat with another but its more like, letting another kitty have a really great life, your the perfect type of girl for a cat, your one of those people who care about animals and how they feel, your cat had a really really great life, and yeah its really sad to see your cat gone and it might be really lonley somtimes but your cat wouldn't want u to be like after all you gave it, i think once you've got over the trauma of it all and when your prepared, you should get another cat to give an awesome life too, and eventually erika you'll get a real soft spot for it but there will always be apart of your heart just for the cat you lost...

Bloody hell, that's put a real lump in my throat Cogz. All I can really say is; hear, hear. Like you say, this ain't just a music forum, it's a community of friends.

once again coggs puts what a lot of us are thinking into heartfelt words.