welcome to BK Oprah.
nah just joking, nice stories, nice to see everyone is happy.

og my god,what have i started.nice to read your stories people.looks like a lot of people here hoooked up over the intarnet.pretty weird but keep'em coming

You know i thought that im a weirdo for liking a girl whos anti-social, seems that im not the only one

Well I also have a story which I want to tell. Right now I feel it'd be good to tell. Read it or not, this story goes out for anyone who's interested enough to read it over.
It's a kinda sad story, not really the one with a happy end.
We, hungarians have a kinda site like Myspace, only that it's not international, it's only hungarian y'know. It's called iWiW. I'm up there and one day last year I saw that a girl wants to give me her friend, y'know. Somehow her didn't seem familar, so I watched her blank. I saw that she's 27, and I never knew any girl by that name being 27. I watched her pictures and I saw a lot of Prodigy pics up there, so then I realized why she signed me. I also have two pics bout Liam up there, one of them is my avatar.
So I signed her back and sent her a message. And so it all started. We started to message each other, sent at least 3 a day. Then we went on messenger, and we talked 5-6 hours a day. We really got to like each other. We really got INTO each other. Then came the cellphone, spent one or two hours day, chit-chatting and enjoying to listen to each other's voices. Then came the textmessages. I spent 3000 HUF on textmessages under a week, while one textmessage costs 7 HUF to me. So if you count... hundreds of SMSs under one week, not bad.
We talked every day, and we just waited impatiently for the Volt Festival. We both went to see the Prodigy, and we decided that we'll meet there. (btw she lives quite far from me) And when we met of course we couldn't stand it: we kissed and all that stuffs. But why should we stand it? - you ask. Good question. Here comes the confusing part: she is married, has two kids. I was 18 then, but believe it or not, we REALLY had a connection, a SERIOUS connection. We really fell in love with each other.
When Volt Festival was over she had to go home. She came by a car, driven by one of her familiars, and they wanted to go home while she wanted to stay with me. After all she went home at midnight while I had to wait for my train till six in the morning. We spent most of the night by textmessaging each other.
Then of course we couldn't stand not seeing each other, so we decided to meet as soon as possible. We met once more, but unfortunately she had to bring one of her kids, cause she couldn't let him alone at home. But we sent poor guy to everywhere. Like: hey, i know you have to piss, so go on, take a piss (we were in a McDonalds) and so the kid went, and while he was away we kissed and all that Yea, it was good.
Then on a Wednesday she calls me that she misses me so much, she wanna meet me again. I told her I miss her too, and what if I would go down to her place? She says it's too far, I say nevermind. She says okay, after all her husband works till six in the afternoon. And so I got up th next day in the early morning, at seven I'm already at the bus station, around 10:15 I'm already there. I call her where to go now, she says she comes out to me by a car. And so she comes and we go to her place. Her kids are at home, but they're on the go out together. We wait, we wait, oh it's so hard to wait. The kids are on to take up their shoes, and so then the husband comes home... you can imagine. The husband is a kinda beast, having the green monster y'know, he was jealous. He sent me away in no time at all.
But imagine what would happen if he comes home 10 minutes later? Ten minutes later we would be already in bed I guess, and that would be really.... well maybe I wouldn't live today.
But he was jealous enough, like if he couldn't imagine his wife can have friends y'know...
However, after that we didn't talk for two weeks, I can't imagine what could happen after I went away. But then she comes up again on messenger and tells me that we cannot continue it. I felt like my heart's gonna blow up, I never was so sad in my life. Of course we couldn't stand, we talked everyday, but... I realized that it really makes things worse. So I took ONE FINAL DECIDE: I'll go there again, to see the place one more time in my life before I die, and then I will not go up MSN, never, ever. (MESSAGE TO COGGLESZ: hey matey, you say you never saw me up on msn. Now I guess y'know the reason. At least, if you read this story, now you know the reason.)
She told me that she wishes if she would have a video or audio about the volt festival. Something about THAT, something about ME. And I didn't tell her that someone, a guy called Wolfman recorded and uploaded a video about it on this site. Instead I wrote it upon a disc and I went to her place again. I watched her house, her garden and everything, cause I know I see them for the last time in my life. I knew she's in the house, and I knew she never thinks in a million year that I'm outta there, and watching her room's window. Like, if it would be a secret, MY secret. Then I dropped the CD into her mail-box and then I slowly walked away. I picked out my cellphone and wrote this textmessage to her:
"sometimes a man's mail-box contains interesting stuffs. whether what is hiding in your one?" - while I was thinking what will she say when she's gonna see a CD there, written on it: PRODIGY - VOLT FESTIVAL 2007 VIDEO, and I smiled.
And then I came home, and I never went up on MSN again, but believe it or not, I still love her. And I think she also loves me too. Yes, we didn't talk more than a year now, but heck I'm sure she loves me and I'm sure I love her. Still.
But this world is so fucked.

i like reading the stories on here, i've read them all fully, whether they be happy or sad (©@rm4g3dd0n). that sucks big time, i cant imagine how that could feel...

hey carma, just read your story , I feel sorry for you man.

I wish you the best of luck.

Yeah same here ©@rm4g3dd0n but i think its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

*shuffles off to find more love cliches*

©@rm4g3dd0n: dude although i feel sad for your story,i don't aprove this kind of stuff.and i hate cheaters .doesn't matter if they are women or men.it's not right to start a family,have kids and then cheat on the other person.and then bring the kid along to dates,and bring your lover into your family's home.some things are sacred you know.if she wanted to cheat,then she should have take you to a hotel.and what are you thinking,do you want to be the reason for a kid growing up without a stable family,without both his parents together,like it is natural?
jeez,i hope you will never see her again,and stay the fuck away from her,and she stays away for you.find a girlfriend that doesn't have a relationship or a marriage going on.it's just not right for either one of the partners,eventually both of you get hurt or even bigger shit hapens.
i was reading once how mature chicks,after they get married and have kids feel the urge to have a relation with young boy,to somehow initiate them sexually and whatever,maybe this was the case here.
just stay away from her man,it's a friendly advice i give you,for both you're sakes

Yea Pinhead I agree with you. I know how it feels. And I know what you say. But don't forget one thing. You don't know me. I am a person of straigtness. I never ever in my life cheated on anyone and never ever went out with someone who had somebody else. Of course now you don't believe it, why would you?
But this was different. When I wrote "we REALLY had a connection" I meant it as it is. Elseway how the fuck would it happen at all? Nohow, cos I can tell you, I had a lot of events when a girl wanted to cheat on his bf with me and I said get the fuck. Of course you don't believe this too,why would you, I don't expect you. All I'm trying to say is that I agree with you, but let's consider this story that it was really deep. And we stay away from each other well enough.

i didn't say your connection wasn't deep,but considering she was married,with kids,and she brought the kid with her at your date,and welcomed you in her home,while the kid was there.it should give you a question mark about the person she is.
put your self in the kid's place when he'll be older and remember his mon used to fuck around with him present,while daddy's away.not too cool.
i'm not saying it's necesarily your fault,she's the deranged one.....

I just read the whole topic again but I don´t know... it somehow all comes to me like a kick in the stomac. I feel great, but I feel shit now as well. Nothing turned out like I would love it to. I Just hope to meet a cool girl soon... I have had enough of all the girls I´ve known for a while. They don´t care much for guys like me... or I just tried to hard. Shit, I even get bored with the dating shit. I should feel happy about taking a girl to Justice.. on the other hand: I'm already starting to feel that she sees me as another mate for talking and hanging around. Like... that it doesn't matter much. Ahh fuck it. I'll see where I end up... but I kinda already know it... Home alone.

okay im not gona lie, im listening to Patti Labelle and Aretha Franklin at the mo and i anint no big Prodigy fan but..... there is somebody VERY special to me that uses this site and im i'm hoping that this message might reach them before christmas, but if not maybe 1 of u prodigy heads can give him the message. Anyway his name is Stuie and he's from this beautiful senic route of Dublin...... anyway what i'm tryna say is if he doesnt read this cud u please tell him that i love him more than words can say, things havent been the same since he's gone and everybody really misses him and wants him back ,especially me!!!! but he prob knows that already Emmmm anyway, am gettin a bit shy on this site cos I'm sure its the right time or place to be talking bout things like this but i suppose it was worth a try. It will prob never reach him bit if it does, Stuie i love u so so much u know how much u mean to me, words couldnt even decribe it, but.... if u dont get this message in time happy christmas, but 1 more question......................... Will U Marry Me?????????? Lots of Love Always and Forever Ro xxxx

woah! i'll pass it on when i speak to him later

Fucking hell....... That's kinda creepy, how the fuck did she find him here? Haha.

tracking his every movement lol