I do have a good excuse for that. I don't have an actual clock in my living room, just the PC clock. And that auto adjusts so it never crossed my mind. Also I never wear my wristwatch when I'm at home. It didn't help when the TV channel I watched all night is a +1 catch up..

Sorry to hear about your grandma Erika. Hope it's not a permanent thing.

Been sick as shit all day but went into college purley for a presentation which was due to be done in the morning. Plan was to get it over with and go back to my bed but it's now 1:30 PM and still no sign of a lecturer. It's a fucking joke

thanks, but its permanent, she will never be able to walk, she is all paralised, and cnt even talk.. its very scary coz we dont know whats gonna be next, what we gonna do..

ouch sorry for you Erika

didn't a doctor diagnose her, to know how it happened?

I still have a hangover from friday night, fuck sake!!

thank you.. diagnosis is that she is old and very sick and she is dying.. i just came back today from hospital, im dying myself, she was looking at me with deep eyes and crying, she cnt move or talk, only her eyes can talk.. im taking pills not to become demented

sorry man

hahaha, yeah i remember the time i said that use them wisely

cheers

I fucking hate my life right now.

Firstly, I've come to the conclusion it's just not possible to live on my own on the money I'm earning. I'm overdrawn £3.5k on my bank account, and owe a total of around £14,000 on several loans. (I've tried to borrow money to consolidate all my debts into one place to make it easier to handle, but been turned down flat every time). When I split from my ex a year and a half ago, I had to move from a house we rent shared for £500 a month, and split all the bills equally. Now I'm living in a one bedroom flat that I pay that amount for on my own, as well as all my bills on top. That's half my month's wages gone in one go. On top of that she still owes me around £1500, which I know I'm never gonna see as last I heard she's unemployed and lives with her parents.

As for daily living, my last 3 months food spending has been around £25p/m. That means going to shitty shops like LIDL and buying low quality basic shit, just so I can eat. I can't remember the last time I spent money on something stupid and frivolous. Every penny seems to count right now. My fridge is virtually empty at the minute too, so what I do have is gonna have to stretch even further, at least until the end of the month. I've got just £10 in my wallet to last till then.

Just got a request for my council tax for £198. Just tried to pay it and my card was refused. That means this month's rent ain't gonna be paid any time soon either. Looks like I'm gonna have to move to a cheaper flat very soon, or find a better paying job. Or both, realistically. It's getting to the point that I'm starting to feel physically sick every time I even think about what will happen if I don't do something soon. Frankly, I'm shitting myself.

Finally, (and probably the least of my worries really) I've been single for nearly a year, and the few relationships I've had since then have lasted only a short while. Why does noone want to stay for more a few weeks? I'm starting to feel that I'm going to be alone for a long long time, and it's really starting to depress me.

Why the fuck do my lottery numbers never come up?

well try to find a buddy to share tehe flat,split expenses or convince some no brain girl to live with you,share the bed and the expenses.that could work.get a second job if you feel you can handle it...otherwise i don't know man good luck on those lottery tickets,i just bought some,4 million euros this week for the prize.

oh and try to ask some help from your parents as a last resort,and if that fails too,quit everything and move to a south america:low prices,beautiful women,nice wheater,plus you are a foreigner probably with a proffesional degree,superior studys after high school so chances are you will find a good job too.the same if you move to hungary,poland,czech republic.nice countrys,but don't come to romania it will depres you even more.
so cheer up

Thanks, guys, I think I was on a real downer that day, I've been looking at part time jobs in the evening, looks like there's a few things I can do for a while. It's crap work, but anything is better than the situation I'm in now. I'm also going to see if I can apply for a cheaper place very soon.
My parents have always been very supportive, so that's always a final resort. I just don't wanna be a burden to them, they're both in their 70's, and their place is quite small. They also live over 100 miles away, so that would mean finding a job in London at the same (or better) wage that I earm atm. Not many vacancies last time I looked for jobs with my qualifications, unfortunately.

Managed to sort out my council tax thing, asked them to spread the cost over a few more months. And I just got some free vouchers from Tesco's. Filling up the work van and using my loyalty clubcard for the points FTW.

One thing that did cheer me up (well, not really) was hearing that someone I went to school with is far deeper in debt than I am due to gambling, has nothing at all to show for it, and can't actually get a place at all because no-one will let a flat to him. He sleeps whever he can doss down apparently.

You know the saying; Shit happens then you die.

I bought some pink GHDs off ebay for my girlfriend for christmas, and then after i paid, the seller cancelled the listing and closed his ebay account!!!! for FUCKS SAKE!!!

also, my computer keeps fuckin up aswell. and im shattered!!!!

Thats bollox man. Is there nothing you can do to claim the money back at all?

I would say something funny about buying pink ghd's but i'm in the market for some meself. What was the price you were getting them for?